I feel surprisingly anxious tonight. I coudn’t do anything right at all. Couldn’t decide where to celebrate Eid, what to wear tomorrow, even what to do with my time tonight. I’m trying hard to get to know the root of this but I couldn’t think of any. Maybe tonight just not my night. Maybe I need a weekend getaway with the girls. Maybe I need to hear his voice again this week. To go or not to go? But where? I feel emotionally stable but yet incomplete. When I put it that way, I think I have found the answer. It is the answer to every question in this world. I’m drifting away from Him. I’ll pray hard. Hopefully I found tranquility?

Picture taken during our BBQ day. Haven’t got the chance to edit a new set of pictures. Do be patient with me please I’ll do as promise.

p/s: Happy Eid everyone